sometimes I’m afraid of the things that I find myself chasing.
I wonder if I’m doing it for the right reasons. I wonder what affect it will have on me later in life. I think — I think all the time.
But I’ve heard, time and time again, that living in fear is the worst thing that you can do. And maybe even worse, is letting that fear control you — and never trying anything new, or different.
I long for a life that is colorful. One that doesn’t shy away from the unusual, but embraces it. I’m 21 years old, I’m supposed to be feeling everything at this stage in my life. I’m supposed to be trying.
I think I’ve thought long enough. I think its time to try.